Just two master studies this time:

Will it actually be any better... ever?

I don't know why but I have real problem with finishing images, like some kind of mental block or something. All is good, concept is already agreed and accepted, but no, somehow i need to change everything and start from the beginning, it could last quite a long time, during that time i hate myself, depression gets worse etc etc...

Maybe i need study more, even more than now.. then how? maybe it is wrong way of studying? aaaaaa, idk i would be glad if someone could help

One masterstudy this time:

Such a great light and colours! Original painting by Daniel Gerhartz (supposedly, I could not find the artist of the original stunning work..)